tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-302695292011-04-21T18:37:14.835-07:00God, bless me with better coordinates. *Mandi*http://www.blogger.com/profile/14717296382526377306noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30269529.post-1151304739892154172006-06-25T23:06:00.000-07:002006-06-25T23:52:19.900-07:00So I started a new blog basically because i couldn't find my other one. I like writing when im sad, angry, tired, or bored, hence i made one now. You can pick and choose which emotion you think i am the most, because i am pretty much all of them, for different reasons.<br /><br />I'm sad because if I would be at the "coordinates" i would like to be at, my life would be a lot different. Like, <em>better</em> different. Theres a few different places i would rather be, but there is this one place that has been on my mind a whole lot lately. How could i be so unlucky as to not have been put in the place with the one person that i have so much in common with...that would be perfect for me..? My biological clock is so fucked up its not even funny. I think about this guy and how much i wish i could be around him, and how much i wish i could talk to him every day, and just be THERE. I wish i could stop, because it's awfully depressing. =( If maybe i would have been born 2 years earlier where he is, i would be there, and know him so well, and probably be his best friend possibly more. How in the hell did i get stuck here apparently looking at him through this glass cage that it feels like i will nevver EVER get out of? GOSH! The only thing i seriously want is to meet him. I would give up all the new clothes i bought today, my ipod, my cell phone, and everything else that doesnt really mean anything to me, to meet him, which apparently means a lot to me. Its not like im jumping into anything. I dont do that. I just want to be his friend =) and be closer. Like I said, just talking to him finally in person would make me happy. It just seems like we will never get a chance to hang out. =( It makes me think of a The Starting Line song ha. Well just a verse in the song.<br /><br /><strong><em>something keeps on getting in the way</em></strong><br /><strong><em>between you and I on summer holiday yeah </em></strong><br /><strong><em>just wait one minute more</em></strong><br /><strong><em>cause my heart is halfway torn </em></strong><br /><strong><em>and youre already gone</em></strong><br /><strong><em>youre already gone</em></strong><br /><br /><br /><br />yep. anywayz where was i?<br /><br /><br />So maybe im "chasin the ghost of a good thing" or what not. Idk. but what i DO know. I'm the unluckiest person with the worst freaking timing, that i have ever seen, in my entire life. So yea. I guess ill be coming back soon with another stupid blog that no one will probably read. So bye for now, its awfully late.<br /><br /><3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30269529-115130473989215417?l=awkwardlastwords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>God, bless me with better coordinates. *Mandi*http://www.blogger.com/profile/14717296382526377306noreply@blogger.com1